Real Side Apocalyptic experience (Kevins Experience)

This real side experience would open up in an apocalyptic type setting. Everything that transpires in creation is due to decision that makes it so. The simulators are cause and effect in their design, that experiences are generated for the eventual recognition of the ISSS through the comparisons that they provide, when vuiwed for what they are. And the decision to use them as the references they in fact represent, is decided upon by the real u when the process of becoming more aware and getting beyond the created personal self begins. Everyone then has there own unique experiences based on what they decide, the ideas they agree with that forges the effects they will create for themselves. An overall experience shared by all must be then agreement to the particulars, a decision on the ideas that makes the collective experience so. This is of course our situation here, the fear based controlling rep systems have garnered agreement for their endeavours through whatever means necessary to make it so. As their idea creations represent restriction, as everything in creation in fact does, overall agreement to restriction results in the overall effect of a constricted experience. And with these same ideas constantly agreed too over many lifetimes, the effect consequences compound in keeping with the ever compounded collective created consciousness that restricts itself continually with these same ideas of control. This then is reflected in the simulator we are in, it goes into a demise, as creation is a reflection of the created consciousness within it. Creation is the consciousness so must mirror its construct. And so we see an ever encroaching darkness, the black holes swallowing up the galaxies and becoming increasingly more prevalent, a black sky which once was star littered and full of light. A world that is marketed to and programmed into the physical vehicles to look good on the surface, but viewed from other dimensions and the real side through the perceptions of the real awareness, and this world looks the way it is, black, murky and devoid of vibrancy. Eventually the effects show up on the physical, they are immediate on the real side as everything very much presents instantaneously in this manner, decision in any given moment is instantly so on the Realside of life. Here on the physical, things move more slowly, through the cause and effect procession of decision and cause in and effect experience out, but be assured the effects show up eventually, and they really already are, but most don't see the steady demise of the world. The eventual effects of overall agreement to restricting ideas of control are these apocalyptic style scenarios, people are actually deciding upon and projecting themselves into such mad max worlds. And this real side experience opened up on such a scene as I said, a broken, diseased and dark world. There were the survivors of course, and I was among them and afforded this heads up vu. We had secured a dilapidated bunker, a make do shack that served as our refuge from a harsh and bitter environment. It was well equipped, we evidently had been very busy making it as comfortable as the circumstances allowed, it was well stocked with canned goods and all the supplies we had managed to acquire and scavenge. We had a fairly large group also but were confident in the quantity of our supplies, that they would last us long enough before we would need seek more. But then there was a loud pounding on our ramshackle door, one of our group would peek through a tiny slit in the wall and determine that the source of the hammering was yes an individual who was amongst another group, of a similar size to our own. We determined their intent was not malign, they were not here to fight or steal what we had, although I'm sure this was a constant in such a world as this, the squabbling and killing over what remained. This group were desperate, they sought to simply join our number that they might prolong their lives and continue their survival. We would discuss swiftly the situation, at first many of our number reluctant to afford this desperate group aid as, yes we had a fair quantity of supplies but obviously it would be stretched moreso were it required to be shared with more, and this group in addition to ours would effectively double the overall size of survivors. Outside it was also beginning to rain, the rain became then a hale storm, the hale stones the size of footballs. The weather here was very severe, not just in the size of the hale which would of course not be very agreeable, but that there was a toxicity to it also. A kind of tainted affliction in the very elements that ensured any bad weather was hazardous to the body, something along the lines of an acid rain, or some variety of nuclear component. Based on this sudden change in the weather, would decide us and settled the debate, and we would allow them access and to join our number. They shambled in, grateful for an assistance that I imagine was hard to come by, in such desperate and everyone for themselves times, there would be much mistrust amongst everyone who existed in such a world I'm sure. Their group assimilated very nicely into our own and initially there was little issue, altercation or abrasiveness, but amongst the new group was an individual that I could identify from the physical level. Deceased now, but an individual by the name of L.Ron Hubbard. He was an author of many books back in the 50s, he was also a pupil of the satanist Alistair Crowley and a practicing black magician in his own right, he had also invented the controlling and restricting system known as scientology, another creation that if aligned and agreed with will keep you in creation, as all created ideas, spiritual paths, religions and teachings will, if they do not reference the Trureality or are backed by the ISSS and the Real Guides. L Ron Hubbard would begin to curry favour from the overall group, to glean agreement to his position as an overall leader with his compelling pretty political style speeches that he would continually present us all with. As he spoke he would reveal large pointed fangs, very much like that of a serpent and as he would engage the crowd and spout his rhetoric, he would even shower saliva over the ever growing in interest and engaged, group of survivors, projecting saliva almost like venom from a spitting cobra. I could see the control he was garnering was that this was not favourable for the groups survival, his intent inclined toward the malign, an insincere individual, a mini dictator in the making, completely self serving and self absorbed. So I would challenge this individual in an attempt to derail his escalating control and hold over our group. This did not sit favourably with him, as he would bring his black magics to bear and assail me with its malicious taint. I would meet him head on, utilising my own abilities and psychic powers, and we would clash in a tremendous battle of wills and magic. The battle long and drawn out but ultimately I stood victorious, he was defeated and I smote his ruin upon the ground.

We might well address the fact that we can defend ourselves if attacked, as this is our right, the Realself will and can bring to bear the necessary means by which we can survive during our Realside adventures and explorations, and we become more adept at this as our awareness increases. Awareness equates to a better handling of ourselves and all of creation as it becomes moreso, and the personal self is more inclined and comfortable to pass the reigns over to the Realself, the personal self interjects less and is assured that the Realself is better equipped to deal with anything, as the Realu oversees all of creation and accesses whatever of it is required for any given eventuality. The personal self limited to its current lifetime storehouse of references and without the involvement of the Realself, without the connection to the real awareness, the personal self alone is fair game on the real side and initially when we start our process of awareness we tend to receive quite a battering from aggressive individuals, reptilians and other hands of the controllers who are most displeased with our attempts to escape their control, defy them and assist others in this endeavour also. As time goes by however, the Realself takes control of such situations with encounters with the dark forces, the personal self sees the prudence in this and content to not intercede and indeed watch with mirth as the attackers scatter before the indomitable Realu, and victory and safety is generally assured. Coupled with the protection of the real guides as they forever watch over those daring to take the risk , and wishing to see and be more than what they have resigned themselves to for the longest time within the limited considerations and agreements of the personal self.

We may also consider the use of the psychic forces, of creational manipulation as achieved through the ethereal vehicle. Of how one of the tests of creation is, on accessing this part of the created self, how the temptation of becoming a black or white magician becomes available. And yet, in keeping with the polarity snares of the simulators, in that the matrix of opposites, good, bad, right, wrong etc, are all still created ideas and considerations, and regardless of how they seem to the personal self, the effects will follow. And an adherence to any idea incorporated and decided upon, any action taken that falls on either side of this polarity will result in more unconscious future lifetimes, as we become the effects. Such as Jesus and his unnecessary psychic manipulations, whereas he was only required to present the ISSS with the backing of the Guides, he would overreach and bring these psychic sciences to bear, embroiling himself in cause and effect karmic repercussions. The only time such abilities do not get us into karmic bother, is if our actions are in alignment with the real intent of ISSS recognition, that we are sincere and pure in our actions, that our actions are of a benefit for the whole of Life, that they assist others and ourselves in becoming more aware, or that we use our abilities where necessary to defend ourselves as the dark forces encroach on our experience. Many times individuals are persuaded to join the dark forces when accessing these psychic science ethereal capabilities and their talents utilised for the continued control systems of the Kalaum god, or they may well take the stance of the opposing force, the white magician, and consider themselves to be noble and good in their opposition. But either choice is a decision to remain in creation, as absent of the connection to the real self, the Guides and the ISSS with the real intent recognised and embraced, the individual has subjected themselves to further effect experiences to be played out and projections into future lifetimes inevitable.

But primarily this experience was a heads up warning, not only of the effect consequences shared overall of people, by agreement to control mechanisms that are causing a demise of creation due to the constricted consciousness that such agreed ideas result in, but a warning to be wary of individuals in our ongoing experiences. The Real side will always reveal the intent of an individual, if there are any hidden agendas to be known, as the Realself and awareness oversees all of creation and can see every nuance and detail of it, including those who would present as friendly but are concealing a hidden intent , that the personal self would be less able to determine and the surface physical world would conceal. People do have to prove and qualify themselves, and may initially be seemingly very amiable but all deception does show up, and if the individuals deception is not unveiled on the Realside, it will eventually be so on the physical, everything equals itself. Every unaware individual is a potential taplining agent also, if they are not connected with their real awareness, if they are not sincere with their real intent to recognise the ISSS objective, then they can infiltrate nufriends experiences and tapline them through our association with them. For as we agree to individuals in our experience we can open ourselves up to taplines, if such individuals happen to have hidden agendas. They may not even realize they are unwitting pawns and spies for the dark forces, as lacking awareness, they would not see how they are puppets and eyes for the reptilians, and become taplining agents. As the reptilians can tapline you from the astral, via such individuals that we allow into our experience, through our association and agreement acceptance of them. This experience revealed what is probably a constant in the cycles of creational experience, that of an event of such magnitude, an apocalyptic scenario that would be construed as a reset, in whatever agreed upon manner this might take place. And that everything repeats and re establishes in cycles, from the ashes of a reset, things will rebuild. But throughout the creational endless cycles are the ever present villains, those that choose to control others and garner their agreement to their positions of control. For resets of this type will take everybody down with it, regardless of you are one of the villainous instigators or the controlled slaves that agreed to the particulars that made such situations come into cause and effect fruition. There are of course scenarios where the controllers are more likely to survive, to have the best underground bunkers, maybe go off planet, seek refuge and return to what remains of the devastated planet and pick up where they left off. Or in the case of a complete reset, a tumultuous extinction event that takes everyone with it, controller and controlled alike. The ultimate example being a simulator implosion, the final effect culmination of continued agreement to restriction. Regardless of the severity of any reset, be it an absolute with a simulator reset or on a lesser scale, that of a planetary reset, always the individuals who choose to be the controllers will emerge. Such attitudes are maintained from lifetime to lifetime, from civilisation or what passes as one, to resets, and even from a complete simulator implosion to a simulator reconstitution and everything starting over. Even individuals who spend time in the phantom zone, due to their abrasive activities, such as the queen of Orion, when they re emerge and must start over as a tiny microbe or whatever, even then, their attitudes seem to maintain. And it is conceivable they may go through all the body forms again and re establish yet another tyrannical, planet invading and subjugating empire. So this experience would highlight this very notion. That during an apocalyptic event and reset, from the bones and ashes of what remained would emerge the survivors, and amongst the survivors, always there are individuals of a controlling and dominating bent. How they will once again establish themselves as an authority, how as it demonstrated in this experience, they begin to garner agreement to their position. They must begin by presenting as though their position would be beneficial, the marketing ploy begins in its rudimentary infancy, but as much as they are inclined to be controlling, the vast majority are inclined to be controlled. After all, most people spend lifetime after lifetime cowering at the controllers feet, the fear imbedded in their created consciousness assuring that they will slip back into the decided role as a slave, acquiesce and agree to whatever are the idea dictates of the controlling systems of the day. So really, an emerging tyrant has rather an easy time of it, he wouldn't need to be that convincing, as the majority are already primed through the construction of their programmed personal selves to adhere and agree to anyone who presents as a comfort zone controller type. To surrender responsibility of their experience over to another, a feel good comfortable situation for their personal selves, accepting restriction through the fear of the consequences of not doing so. The underlying uneasy unconscious stirrings from the causal memory body ever present even if not recognised, of being tortured and killed for not obeying in previous lifetimes, very instrumental in the reigniting of their decision to acquiesce and agree once again. And if these decided upon attitudes and considerations are maintained across lifetimes, across resets, and even across simulator implosions and recalibrations, if people stay with their personal selves and attitudes, then we always will have the agreeing slaves and the emerging slave masters, as this dynamic will repeat itself across the endlessness of creational experience. But then, we can still vu this objectively as experience for the personal self, regardless of golden age utopias or final cataclysmic reset end times. And it has been said that all experience from golden to restricting iron epoch is necessary to move the awareness along to a point where enough experience is gleaned in all its various forms and variety, to where the Realself decides to become more aware and wake up to the recognition of itself and the Trureality of the ALLLISSS. That the full range and diversity of experience that is necessary can only be so if we have the tyrants and the intergalactic villains that through their actions and the agreement they secure, do move the epochs through their deteriorating cycles and thus provide a far greater variety of experience. For if we all sat in a golden age, the experience would be rather limited. It would be delightful too, or as close to a paradise as can be found in a simulator, but less incentive would there be to want to recognise the real intent and acknowledge the purpose of the simulators, that being to recognise the ISSS from them. Nothing like a little upheaval and harsh circumstance to incentivise the individual to want to extricate themselves from positions which become unsavoury. Although there must surely come a point where destroying worlds and simulations, that are the training grounds for all to recognise the ISSS through , makes little sense. Always is then the opportunity for all, villain and agreeable slave alike, to decide something different, to assume new positions in creation and then universal positioning with the ISSS, a position that is here and now in creation but requires the recognition for the assumption of it, by taking the risk and accepting the opportunity to become more aware that is provided by the RealGuides, Duane and the whole of Life in this very NUnowness moment.