The End Of The Simulator. By Kevin Smith

This experience I would construe as the final tumultuous end of the simulator as we know it. I had described on a previous experience the almighty fear wave that sweeps through the simulator as it nears its end, an engulfing wave of darkness that has this over riding emotional essence too it, as this is the predominant emotion of all the unconscious unaware still trapped in creation as the end draws nigh. This is the last thing that the personal awareness overall clings too, a created emotion of fear, as something to relate too, because without the recognition of the Real awareness, the personal self is all an individual has, and better to immerse oneself in an emotion than nothing at all. As everything else that the personal self has related too, all the illusions of created agreement ideas that expresses as the simulated experiences and realms of this creation rather blink out of existence and implode in on themselves, absorbed into the compaction of the imploding simulator. This experience would be perhaps the next stage beyond this fear wave of darkness, and the final curtain call of the simulator. With consciousness overall creating through cause and effect the overall simulator, as per its design, a restricting controlled consciousness manifests as a constricting simulator, and the simulator then steadily goes through its demise phases, described as golden, silver, bronze then into iron, in accordance with their overall state. Everything gradually becoming darker, as seen on the Real side through the Real awareness beyond the agreement illusions of the personal self, with black holes manifesting as a symptom of the unconsciousness, of the constriction, as matter compacting and restricting in on itself. With the skies becoming a continuously encompassing blackness at night, absent of the light they once were full of. In this experience I had the Vu of the final compaction of the simulator. Its as though everything in the simulator was being condensed, compacted and sucked into one point, like one almighty final black hole that is a consolidation of all the black holes. Interestingly, fear is yes, the predominant clung too emotional idea for the bewildered personal selves of all in the simulator, but there is something else too. This final black hole that everything is condensing and impacting into seems to embody a meanness, is the best way to describe it, an emotion of sadistic delight almost, a twisted distorted gleefulness of its own destruction. For this simulator compaction can only be so if those that create the simulator through their created consciousness construction have agreed and decided this to be so, the simulator demise is due to decision that it be so by all the unconscious unaware within it. Regardless of being unaware and unconscious of this process, and that the overall restriction and agreement to control that brings a simulator into demise is subconsciously driven, those within the simulator are still responsible for its state of being. In a way it is a sadistic, self inflicted suicide in a sense, a masochistic act on a massive unconscious scale, to agree in essence to ones own self destruction, and this was the sense and emotion accompanying the fear, that seemed to emanate from this very final black hole that was eating up the simulator in its entirety. The fear of course would be the surface conscious decided upon emotional created response, this sadistic gleeful, almighty twisted delight at the demise, was the underlying subconscious emotion if you will, and probably not recognised or realized therefore by all those still in creation at this final point, as they would be very much immersed in their surface fear. I would be vuwing from my Real awareness, so was afforded multiple vupoints simultaneously, aware of the surface fear emotion and underlying sadistic glee also. It was as though, on an unconscious level, perhaps the vast majority of the unaware and trapped in creation people were welcoming the end of the simulator also. As for the unaware, it surely would have been a continued struggle of hardship throughout their creational lives, and ramping up towards the end, as the final few lifetimes in the simulator would surely be unbearable through the control, restriction and the demise of the simulator over all, perhaps an end to it all was welcomed then, a relief from all the struggle. As for the physical symptoms, well I would be afforded the experience of this too, and it seemed to be a stinging sensation throughout the personal self. All over the physical body yes, but throughout the vehicles of the self, a curious stinging, like being tortured with thousands of little needles, all the way through the 5 body vehicles from the physical to the etheric. As this compaction into this final focal point was occurring, I would describe it as a stripping down of the created consciousness also. Its as though as the consciousness constricted and the simulator went into its demise, the consciousness bunched almost into a tight knot, then with no further means to bunch tighter, began to compact in on itself, expressed as these black holes sucking in matter, until finally this one black hole focal point manifested, that was now absorbing everything in on itself. And as everything was impacting in on itself, everything was fragmenting, stripping down and being absorbed, being deleted in fact, being erased, as though it never was. The collective created consciousness comprises of an almighty collection of agreed upon created ideas that cause and effects into the collective simulator. Everything is as it it is overall in the realms of the simulator due to the agreement through the created consciousness that makes it so, as per its design. And now, it was as though, piece by piece, the idea creations that make up the collective and individual consciousness were being sucked into this compaction focal point and erased, deleted, gone. How this was manifesting then, was as idea chunks of every individuals created consciousness, idea by idea, being deleted into this focal point. Routine and habitual ideas gone, decided upon emotions gone, mental memories vanquished, causal references erased. Even as all these terrified wretches tried to cling onto their personal selves, however they had constructed their consciousnesses, they were being stripped down piece by piece, their created consciousness being unravelled and deleted one idea at a time, there was an increasing nothingness of the created consciousness to cling onto. What was clung onto to the last moment was this surface fear, as fear is a very powerful and familiar emotion that has been the bedrock of the personal self, the predominant idea emotion throughout the personal selves overall stay in the simulator, fear from the controlled and the controllers alike. For the controllers harbour more fear than anybody, hence their want to project it onto others. So actually fear and the sadistic delight of self destruction were the last ideas to remain in the simulator before it blinked out of existence. This stinging sensation seemed to be the physical symptoms of this stripping of everything that made up the created consciousness of every individual in the simulator demise. The multitudes would only be aware of this in the physical bodies, not realizing it manifested throughout all aspects, all vehicles of their personal selves, because it was a complete erasing of the personal self, from the astral to the etheric. And also on a collective scale, the collective consciousness agreements that make up the overall design of this particular simulator were also being compacted to the focal point and deleted. And so, whole chunks of the realms and what makes them up were simply gone, as that which maintained there construction, the agreements through the overall consciousness was erased. As I observed from my multiple Vupoints, as I had a very expansive Real awareness overview, I could see the simulator and all the pieces simply winking out of existence. Suddenly a feature would be gone, a feature that is a standard of creational life, like the ground, or the sky, or a certain colour, or the idea of television say, as that which had agreed and decided the perpetuated presence of each feature of overall experience was erased, so the feature of creation that stemmed from the agreement that made it so was gone. Interestingly, as these agreements, these overall decisions to aspects of creation were erased, there would be no memory of them either in the created consciousness, individually or collectively. How can you remember something that has been removed from the consciousness entirely, removed from the mental body and removed from the causal body, removed entirely from the created consciousness throughout all the eons of its construction overall. A deletion of the consciousness that makes it so that the feature the consciousness maintained in creation was now absent. In my Real awareness Vu, I was aside from the personal self, so the erasing of part of the consciousness that resulted in the absence of a feature of creation and including the memory of it, didn't effect my ability to realize what was being removed and deleted from creation one idea at a time. For as I said, if you remove the consciousness agreement to a feature in its entirety, including then the memory of it, its as though it never was in the created consciousness, so from the personal self perspective you cant know what is now absent. But the Real awareness is beyond the limitations of the personal self and this situation, so from the Real awareness Vu you would know what has been erased. As you can imagine, all this caused panic, but a bewilderment also, as everybody, every personal self was being undone, deconstructed and the creational simulator the created consciousness maintains was becoming less accordingly. Visually, this looked as though the very atoms of every individual and the worlds they stood in were being fragmented and sucked into this focal point, colour, sound, visual features, all being absorbed and deleted. Like a huge vacuum cleaner that is so powerful it sucks in everything indiscriminately. If you ever saw the movie the yellow submarine, there is a point in the film, where this vacuum cleaner on legs goes around sucking up everything. Cars, streets, people, colour, everything, until it just stands in a white nothingness, then it sucks itself into itself and is gone, and then there is nothing. These final simulator moments looked just like that, where everything was stripped, fragmented, absorbed into this focal point, deleted and then the focal point impacted in on itself, absorbing into itself and was gone, and the simulator was no more. In a way, it was almost like a forced and abrupt extraction, a separation of the Real awareness from the personal awareness and self, and absent then of the created consciousness of the personal self and the creation it manifests, you would now be in your Real awareness of course. But if you hadn't recognised the ISSSNISSS through the Real awareness you now were in, if you hadn't taken the time to first recognise your Real awareness and intent and take the time to recognise the ISSS, it wasn't a benefit for you to now be in this position, in your Real awareness absent of your personal self now deleted. For you, the RealU, would of course now have to recreate another physical vehicle and place it in another simulator, or back into a new simulator that is recreated after the one you were in had imploded, as this one had. Because until you recognise the TruReality of the ISSS, you must remain in creation, and continue your process through the personal self again until you do.